i seriously can’t fall asleep and it’s driving me crazy.
and tomorrow i have to wake up at 5:50 for the first day of work. how come i get so sleepy during the superbowl but when it’s time to sleep, all these random collections and clouds of thoughts overwhelm me? i literally have to stop myself and imagine a white wall. but they keep creeping back into my head without me even realizing.
I HATE BEING MELANCHOLY DAGNABBIT
sigh. i can’t believe i once was a senior in HS. now trying to force myself to sleep to awake for my first day of real work. SO OLD!